Rain...

Xy is raining!!!
I REALLY CANT LET GO!!!!
*Pui* Yet i'm forcing myself tearing myself away, thanks to everyone who's holding me back...
I know wat will happen if they are not there... I'll simply go back...
I cant... It was so hard to get out... yet the other part of me so badly wish he did something tt made me have no choice but to go back.
I miss everything ... our conversations... our laughter... our fun. The way he always talk to me which makes me laugh, e way he knows which direction i wanna go to, what i wanna to...
so painful.
so so pain.
i knew this will happen once i'm alone.. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh