xxinyuu

xmas eve

2009-12-24T02:36:00.003-08:00

XMAS EVE! Darling working non stop.
i'm giving up!

he has no time for me.... as good as dun have.

*off to shopping*! WOoT!

ANother XmAs....

2009-12-23T06:22:00.000-08:00

Last years xmas n this years xmas and the many many more xmas to come.. i love dec n i love xmas...
May n Dec is e months i spent MOST!

Tis xmas i'm half sick hope i recover in time for partying.
having finally graduated i'm really deprived of my party, shopping, dancing, gossiping, all my gfs gone into hiding liao.. married, engaged, bf-ing....

lifes moves on so fast.
leaving me 2 best frens from past till now
and 1 best fren tt i face daily...its sweet!

but i'm leaving her soon.. i dun bear to.
yet there's no choice.. 1 yr i might be able to get her back

lets hope!

Currenly under medication... super drowsy n darling is far away...

wanna read all my pervious post to refeel my emotion at tt pt of time ~

The Bb Joke.

2009-10-31T00:15:00.000-07:00

I've to record this down. For its hilarous...

I was fb-ing , it was super laggy... after a few consective days of finding it laggy, darling gave me a solution. To pluck the cable directly to my lappy. I didnt want to. because i like being free... Free from wires!!!! Dun like to be tied down. But due to e extreme lag I agree.. and to my surprise it went from 54MPS to 100MPS.
*WOW*! I'm fb-ing FAST!
Happy w the connection I had fast speed for the next day... And! His sis complain tt her Iphone cannot connect to wireless, I told her i can connect although wireless is really bloody slow... she said her connection keep dropping... which i had no solution for her.
A few more days went by and suddenly 1 late nite darling return from work at near midnight... i was in e room suddenly!!!!!!!!!! I hear screams n fights n more screams n breaking of glass... I went out to find out they were quarreling over the broadband connection..
It seems tt bcoz darling plug direct to my lappy e wireless have no more connection =.=, I didnt know for i use singtel. not starhub. apprantely SH uses tv pt and modem + router to get wireless.
Singtel uses 1 device router modem wireless all in 1. thus if i plug my wire to my lappy i still have wireless or i can dun plug any wire.
but i didnt knw his was ... well different!
And so i went back home n bring my own wire to have direct connection and his sis can have wireless...
This is when i find out the biggest .... of all times...
Darling must have plug e wrong wire... because all along his comp uses direct and than there's another wire to wireless. thus 2 wires! (attention: his comp had died ages ago no longer in use)
My conclusion is he intended to pull his comp wire to my lappy but pull wrongly... pulled e wireless 1 instead. Causing the big fight.
I only found out when i bought my wire over , while figuring how to plug i realise there's 2 wires there.... *faints*

3 more days to darling's return.

2009-10-06T05:42:00.000-07:00

Count down!
Not used to it, as thou a limb is missing!

*Happy ! 2nd assignment easier.
*Happy! got new calculator (but i dunno hw to use =/)
*Happy ! Grad soon !

COOL!!!!!

*unhappy feel stress at work.
*unhappy darling not ard
*unhappy my pillows got swap..
*unhappy No $ to shop

>.<

MA..

2009-10-05T04:46:00.000-07:00

Wah! 1 Ma cause me a big headache.. super stress...
Finally completed it.. lucky babe is going sch n offer to help me submit.
Thus! i need not go to sch ^^ *happy*
i'm happy i finish assignment, happier tt i found solutions n know that is correct.
*super happy*
e only sad thing is darling is away....

Feeling much relax now... e pain also went away.
cept for e feet pain... is like crack heel... CRACKED n pain, but the doc told me... is muscle pain just eat painkiller *pengz*

Tml back to work. lots to clear... since i'm not leaving already. *Sigh* dunno good or bad... for it seems ppl simply dun appreciate...
what can i do?

*Relaxing doing mask ^^*

2 PCA to do

2009-08-29T21:24:00.000-07:00

Home with 2 doggies... 1 on e bed, 1 on e floor w me...
Ahhhhhhhhh
Homework.
SHIT! but it's e last one! i shld do it as if i'm doing the 1st module!
but its deep. unless sso do for me. lolx
hedge fund.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Exams Tomorrow...

2009-08-22T02:21:00.000-07:00

YES! Exams... right tomorrow... Perfer this module compare to the last one. but i'm not a formula person.
*shakes head*
Remembering and apply sorta kills me.
Looking around all my friends, almost everyone is maintaining their r/s... in years, including ex classmates, clubbing kakis, colleagues, close friends, cousins....etc...
seems like i'm the only one who gives up easily.
which makes me think twice on the path w darling now.
REALLY cannot predict what will happen.
I simply give up too easily.

*CHEERS*! EXAM TML! haven done calculations!
BLESS ME ...

-waiting for darling, than going find momo n eat steamboat.

i wan get a doggie... for so many many years, i finally conclued! mummy WILL FEED MY DOGGIE. Just like when i get Baby n panda. she say dun like end up she feeds them... for no reason =/ I DO FEED ok...

Long weekend...

2009-08-07T06:30:00.000-07:00

*TIRED*
Mentally + physically...
House work.
School work.
Office Work.

burn my hand again ARGH!
stupid steamer...
AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

ANother Exam Day...

2009-06-21T00:04:00.000-07:00

BS (Bullshit) exam ... i'm kidding.. its business strategy...
Aww man i suck at exams... how do humans memo? This is so (*&@#@(*&#(*&*))*
i HATE ppl who want me than want me to be happy...
Xy is not cake there wont be slice of me for distribution....
But i dun mind listening to u once in a while... hahHAhahhaa

EXAMS AH!!! But i'm freaking bored + HOT... e weather is so **&%$#@$^&*(((..
i nid aircon...

Exam day!

2009-06-13T19:10:00.001-07:00

Went watch Ghost of GF past with darling... Woo i like that show!
hahahha.. very very nice.... i like the story line... but the ghost who appear look abit unprofessional lolx..

Exams Period.

2009-06-12T00:18:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh two more terms to go!!
Exams on SUNDAY.
I dun feel so good....

I like the single peaceful dull boring life.
hate the attached heart breaking exciting life.

LEAVE me alone.. =(

Month of May Shopping! Endless spending ....

2009-05-11T07:03:00.000-07:00

Bday Mth !!!!!
Spend till broke...

Its 10pm... not sleepy
but i got the nth to do but sleep feeling.
been feeling wobblily...

Shld do homework but no feeling..
Weddings... 1001 tasks!!!

April

2009-04-21T08:05:00.001-07:00

Was at central library ytd ... first time took e lift up to 11 floor... DAMN SCARY... although no 1 realise whahhahaha =P
stressed... gotta finish assignment ASAP.
Y JOE got A i dun have *sob*
hibernate and study...

2009-04-08T08:19:00.000-07:00

OH MY..... LOlx..
*counts e no. of taurus lolx...
YEs! including dear dear.. hahahha .. Oops.. =/

Rain...

2009-04-04T20:06:00.000-07:00

Xy is raining!!!
I REALLY CANT LET GO!!!!
*Pui* Yet i'm forcing myself tearing myself away, thanks to everyone who's holding me back...
I know wat will happen if they are not there... I'll simply go back...
I cant... It was so hard to get out... yet the other part of me so badly wish he did something tt made me have no choice but to go back.
I miss everything ... our conversations... our laughter... our fun. The way he always talk to me which makes me laugh, e way he knows which direction i wanna go to, what i wanna to...
so painful.
so so pain.
i knew this will happen once i'm alone.. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Eric ...

2009-03-08T22:23:00.000-07:00

Oh mi Gd ! Dear told me ytd e song was written for .... his kid who pass away.
OMG! now i knw why ... hahhaha
My gums bleed this morning... gaggle spit blood.
scared but shld be fine right?
working on my assig. I wonder how i go work when there's nth to do...
YS said teach me full sets n told PL tt she dun wan teach me...
so contracdicting? Babe told me find job...
And yes everything heard from what ppl said...
Concentrate on recovering and assig..
Than see how things goes.

swollen face...

Tears in heaven

2009-03-08T06:39:00.001-07:00

Would you know my name
if I saw you in heaven?
Would you be the same
if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on.
'Cause I know I don't
belong here in heaven.

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?
I'll find my way through night and day.
'Cause I know I just can't
stay here in heaven.

Time can bring you down
time can bend your knees.
Time can break your heart
have you begging please.
Begging please...

Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure.
And I know there'll be no
more tears in heaven.
Would you know my name
if I saw you in heaven?
Would you be the same
if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on.
'Cause I know I don't
belong here in heaven.

&_&

2009-03-07T23:20:00.000-08:00

你知道吗
爱你并不容易还需要很多勇气
是天意吧
好多话说不出去就是怕你负担不起
你相信吗
这一生遇见你是上辈子我欠你的
是天意吧
让我爱上你才又让你离我而去
也许轮回里早已注定
今生就该我还给你
一颗心在风雨里飘来飘去
┾都是为你
一路上有你
苦一点也愿意就算是为了分离与我相遇
一路上有你
痛一点也愿意就算这辈子注定要和你分离
就算只能在梦里拥抱你

An Oldies.... Had my wisdom extracted last thursday... DUN DO IT MAN... SUCKS.
Danmn e 4 injection which were to keep me numb. but i can feel as e teeth kana pull off n feel e hollow inside the gums.
than dentist pluck bottom 1 which CANNOT PLUCK ... use drill open e gum drill up e tooth drill for like 5mins and drill n drill until e teeth break n fly evreywhere.. i can feel it drop onto my tongue... than after tt u see them hold e string n stitching me up.
my most "CUTE" part was everyone say NO PAIN NO PAIN than after injection i felt some pain la i tot is over so fast really NO PAIN =.= TMD WRNG!
after pluck whole face swell.. cant eat ... swallow salvia also pain...
The best part the first night i slp. AND it bleed so i woke up in pain + let e mouth of blood flow off...
The nurse gave me like so many gauze made me tot have to chew on it for days. lucky is day 1 only *wipe sweat* guess i dun have so much blood to drip either.
7days of MC.... NOT SHIOK at all... better dun pluck.
i rather dun MC =(

Time to start on my Ma liao....
Study sucks too now...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh i wan my freedom...

Exams....

2009-02-11T20:07:00.000-08:00

I took 3 days AL for Exams... Day 1 as i expected I dig out my books try to find my notes and than i end up packing everything , clear my table for studying... Than! i find reason to EAT EAT n EAT ... so is already day 2... i FOUND my notes.. wrote them down ... got my BOOKS and start to "STUDY" than e TV distracted me... Ahhh!

Little Jodi on CNY ...

STUDY XY STUDY...

=_*

2009-02-07T16:25:00.001-08:00

Feelin unwell sucks...
Weird Tummy...
Strange Feelings...

Oops...

2008-12-31T22:59:00.001-08:00

Year 2009!!
MY LAST YEAR OF BOOKWOrm!!!
My endless fun SHALL RETURN :D

Mc ... Again.

2008-12-02T03:09:00.000-08:00

This frustrating flu came along and made me sore throat + fever... went to work on monday and filled the bin with tissue.... CMI..
did the Need tos... (Work)
and went to see doc.. he's very funny... Gave me 2 days.
+ GaGgle + Lozenges with a POISON WORD + Pills

reach home around 2+ on Monday... Ate med n SLP...
Woken by Office call. than pop back slp...
Dear was sweet to bring me herbal tea... =D
drank tons of water but till TODAY my throat still feel sore. e fever ran away but the flu is still intact.
I wanted to go office today ... complete my data entries... BUT if i cock up and type wrng and feel awful half way I be looking for trouble.
So after much advices from various pple it is decided i stay home.
Woke at amazing 7.30am ._." and couldnt slp...
I did some sewing till i broke out in sweat...
ate food... ate med... and pop back to bed

suppose i'm only awake for like 6hrs? or 8....

When i realise my lozenges had POISON on it i MMS a few peeps...
Candy's reply was : OH than i wont see u tml, i'm broke now wun have $ for yr funeral.

Suddenly i see colours.... wish janice was in....

*another round of med time*

PataPon 2! ahh dun have a correct pict.
No time to redo it =/

Mc Day...

2008-11-24T21:04:00.000-08:00

2days of MC....
I'm really so busy right now...
Sigh... Wait for me.. 1 more year n'll be out partying with you all...
wanna stay home nua n rest n pei my baby...
but m going out to sun myself dry *sob*

Sleepy Mobby~

2008-11-19T06:33:00.001-08:00

Reach home @ 7pm suddenly is near 11pm ... didnt even do much..
make food for baby...
do my laundry...
On tv but nv watch...
Meet flik take choco... Tasty! But very sweet... must share out the fats... /gg
now as i open my book.
i feel sleepy )(*@(*#)@*#@(#*)@#*@)#*@)(*

Hope baby dun run out tonight ... dun wanna lose him =(

Exams over...

2008-11-17T06:19:00.001-08:00

I mistook the 4modules as 1 LJ into 4 LJs...
There's only 2 essay for MRP ... 8k words.
And PCA for MC module to be completed before genting trip.
Updated Babies age.. =D
Haven had dinner yet shall skip since is pass bedtime 12 hrs later i'll be having breakfast.
Month end = Busy.

Exams over....

2008-11-16T08:08:00.000-08:00

Finally over now is the time to worry if i pass or fail ZzZz...
1 more year to go and i'll regain my FREEDOM.
I've 3 essays to do.
1 which is almost done. but is only 2 page forgot the words ... so i'm left with 2 haf of essays to do.

8hours to exam

2008-11-15T17:37:00.000-08:00

YEAH! i only did a few QN which god knows right or wrong.
I missed 2 days of class for this module.
Now i'm like 一头雾水...

stUDY StuDy....

so small a book so much contents

O this is my...... beetles.. hahahahha =X

What your name means?

2008-11-14T22:57:00.001-08:00

What Xinyu Means

You are incredibly sexy and sensual. You have a naughty vibe that no one can ignore.

You have an unquenchable desire. And you are unrestrained in your passions.

You have a tendency to be unfaithful. Whether you fight it or give in to it is up to you.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Exams Tomorrow.

2008-11-14T19:16:00.000-08:00

Haven had the time to blog for so long.
Busy with work school babies...
Suppose to be studying for exams Yet i've no idea what to study since its OPEN BOOK
Pray hard the Qns aren't some out of the earth ones.

The Flight to Bkk in Sept

Ez Link in Bkk

(The black circle is the Ez Link)

AHHH!!! Since Sept...
Had a genting trip in Oct with no Photos ... =/ even thou i bought my camera zzz
Exams in Nov
Dec shall be back in Genting. Although i wanted florida so much... >.< Cream-O~

2008-07-27T00:25:00.001-07:00

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